Sunday, November 15, 2009
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Heyy guys. Many of you have asked why I have been so upset and why the other day I had R.I.P in my name. Well life just keeps rolling on and it gets harder emotionally by the day. After all I put up with, it really gets to me to the point where I can't take it anymore. And I just wanted to say thank you for all your support. And thanks to you guys, I nearly have reach 13,000 hits. But I will speak of that later.
The reason I had R.I.P in my name on xat was, not because I was dead (which, yes, many of you though, haha) but it marked the one year anniversary death of an influencial person in my life. I don't know if you heard, but awhile back I talked about how I quit art and the relationship between art and Joe who had died. Well, thats who died a year ago of November 12. Anyways, without Joe, I wouldn't of been who I was. With Joe, I had inspiration. He inspired me to keep striving in art, and he posted the pictures I made him on his wall, and he took a picture, it showed my pictures through the years and how much I had improved; but that wouldn't of happened without him. He also inspired me to get involved with nature. That's how the base of all my writing and drawings started out. I started drawing pictures of nature related things and writing poems about them as well. I realized that with his encouragement, I succeeded. And, at one point, we went to my aunts beach house down in Rhode Island with him (a beautiful place it was) and we were playing with the seaguls and fish. From then on, I started feeding the ducks in my backyard, and around then, I also started feeding the stray cats. That's how I saved a dozen (literally) of cats. 10 of them being kittens, 2 adults; and out of the kittens, one is my cat today. But, carrying on. With Joe's help, I ended up seeing the beauty of nature, so much so, that I began longing for a camera. So, a Christmas or two ago, I got my camera. By this time, Joe was dead. But his spirit in me had still lived on. And in a new generation, I had combined writing with drawing through photography. Now, I am always taking pictures, I most likely will enter them in competitions, and possibly more. But, I would like you to see that Joe was the inspiration behind this. If he hadn't come along, who knows what would have happened. And, I even want to go to school for photography, or something at least related to nature, and this is all thanks to him. But without you guys, I would be even more upset than I already am, so thanks for your support.
The reason I had R.I.P in my name on xat was, not because I was dead (which, yes, many of you though, haha) but it marked the one year anniversary death of an influencial person in my life. I don't know if you heard, but awhile back I talked about how I quit art and the relationship between art and Joe who had died. Well, thats who died a year ago of November 12. Anyways, without Joe, I wouldn't of been who I was. With Joe, I had inspiration. He inspired me to keep striving in art, and he posted the pictures I made him on his wall, and he took a picture, it showed my pictures through the years and how much I had improved; but that wouldn't of happened without him. He also inspired me to get involved with nature. That's how the base of all my writing and drawings started out. I started drawing pictures of nature related things and writing poems about them as well. I realized that with his encouragement, I succeeded. And, at one point, we went to my aunts beach house down in Rhode Island with him (a beautiful place it was) and we were playing with the seaguls and fish. From then on, I started feeding the ducks in my backyard, and around then, I also started feeding the stray cats. That's how I saved a dozen (literally) of cats. 10 of them being kittens, 2 adults; and out of the kittens, one is my cat today. But, carrying on. With Joe's help, I ended up seeing the beauty of nature, so much so, that I began longing for a camera. So, a Christmas or two ago, I got my camera. By this time, Joe was dead. But his spirit in me had still lived on. And in a new generation, I had combined writing with drawing through photography. Now, I am always taking pictures, I most likely will enter them in competitions, and possibly more. But, I would like you to see that Joe was the inspiration behind this. If he hadn't come along, who knows what would have happened. And, I even want to go to school for photography, or something at least related to nature, and this is all thanks to him. But without you guys, I would be even more upset than I already am, so thanks for your support.
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I'm Sorry, that must be very hard to deal with. I know i don't know you, but i fell sorry for you for some reason... oh and btw, i like photography too! :D
Alpha202
thanks=[ and thats awesome!
Wow, It must have taken you a really long time to type that... I had a really long comment. but I accidentally copied and screwed it up... LOL. But I really want you to know I'm here for you Amber =D
thanks kfpm, and it didnt take me a long time. i can type 90-100 words in a minute (fastest in my school) on a bad day. but i dont remember if that was a good or bad day...
Lol, I'm a pretty fast typer, but idk how many a minute... lol, i dont want to count.....
I Know What It Feels, My Gran Died On CPS Anniversary O.O Very Sad! Anyways Long Post! Took me time at one point i thourght you were quitting o.O Anyways I Had a Massive Commented But I Screwed it Up O.O! LOL =P ANYWAYS R.I.P. Joe Thanks for inspiring Amber! photgraphy is awesome
i didnt count. my computer teacher did. lol, he counted to one minute and we had to type something and see how fast it was then we used the word count TOOL. so i didnt have any work to do but type=] haha
thanks=[ and sorry to hear about your grandma =[
Aww..that really stinks.....I remember in September two years ago when my great grandmother died. That was really sad and it was suprising. She always seemed so happy and full of energy. She inspired me to enjoy every second of life, because you never know when god is going to say that your time is up. But anyway....
Was Joe our age? I might have missed it in the post.
sorry about that :/ from club ceo (we met on jmanns chat)
Awww Amber,
That's sooo sad :( and deep but who's Joe?
Anyways I feel so sorry for you and don't worry I don't think most people thought you added the R.I.P. 'Cuz they thought you were dead . . . ANYWAYS I was hoping you could come to my 1,000 hits party on CP?
Here is the link for all the information: http://truecppenguin.wordpress.com/2009/11/14/1000-hits-party/
Hope you can come!!!
~Chucky911
joe was a good friend of mine=[ and people actually thought i was dead, the fact is sad but kinda funny. and, i will definetly try to come to your party. hopefully i can make it.=]
thanks=[
:( U alright i remember when my mum died 3 years ago its very said :'( i know how u feel
sorry about your mum. and no im not really okay. these days im just not happy, too much in life is happening, and nothing, if any part of it, is good =[
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