Saturday, January 30, 2010
Taking a "Break"
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Update: As of Wednesday February 17, 2010
My mom is ready to give me up to a Foster Family. She hates me. I almost made her commit suicide. I'm still crying from everything going on. The therapists are coming over soon. And all this crying is making my headache even worse. I woke up with a stiff neck... But that's not important. My whole family hates me, and I can't get off of the couch. I can't stop crying either. My mom said she was going to call the cops on me. And she's hiring a babysitter to take my place... And they'll actually get paid unlike me. And she told me while the babysitter's here. I can go anywhere I want, besides my own house. She said she didn't care if I walked the streets. Well, I can't think straight with my headache, I'm going to go take medicine and eat lunch... I just hope she doesn't commit suicide. Ugh.
Update: As of tonight; Thursday February 11, 2010.
My life lately can't get better... People say it has to get better cause it can't get worse... Boy were they wrong. I swear God likes to watch people suffer... He must be having a ball with my family. The latest is that my cat's dying. My mom was diagnosed with Melanoma (a form of skin cancer) for the second time. My grandma's cancer has gotten worse, and I'm going to be meeting with the therapists more often as of Monday... So coming back to blogging may not even be an option... With all that's going on, I won't have anytime to blog, and am too worried about everything to continue as it is... Though this decision is not yet final, I wanted you to be aware of that. So I'll update this again when life tortures me yet again, (so soon) until then, later guys.
Heyy guys. It's amber dolly. I wont be blogging for awhile, I'm not sure how long yet... But life is really screwed up right now and i dont have time to blog. My grandma died on Thursday in Florida, she's having three services so I am all booked up on those days. And my other grandma has bladder cancer... It keeps spreading. It's spread from her bladder to her shoulder to her pelvis, spine, and neck. And I am having some family and religious issues at home... I now have to see 4-5 therapists too. Plus, my cousin is in the "hospital" for nearly the same reasons as me... I have been diagnosed with depression. Half of my family is upset and a mess. The other half is upset, pissed off at each other, fighting, and I'm just caught in the middle of it. My grades are dropping with all thats going on... And I can't be worring about the blog in the midst of this... No I won't be hiring authors... So, goodbye for now... I will always update my twitter and go on Club Penguin... And once everything is set, I will hopefully be able to come back... Thanks for understand guys.
My mom is ready to give me up to a Foster Family. She hates me. I almost made her commit suicide. I'm still crying from everything going on. The therapists are coming over soon. And all this crying is making my headache even worse. I woke up with a stiff neck... But that's not important. My whole family hates me, and I can't get off of the couch. I can't stop crying either. My mom said she was going to call the cops on me. And she's hiring a babysitter to take my place... And they'll actually get paid unlike me. And she told me while the babysitter's here. I can go anywhere I want, besides my own house. She said she didn't care if I walked the streets. Well, I can't think straight with my headache, I'm going to go take medicine and eat lunch... I just hope she doesn't commit suicide. Ugh.
Update: As of tonight; Thursday February 11, 2010.
My life lately can't get better... People say it has to get better cause it can't get worse... Boy were they wrong. I swear God likes to watch people suffer... He must be having a ball with my family. The latest is that my cat's dying. My mom was diagnosed with Melanoma (a form of skin cancer) for the second time. My grandma's cancer has gotten worse, and I'm going to be meeting with the therapists more often as of Monday... So coming back to blogging may not even be an option... With all that's going on, I won't have anytime to blog, and am too worried about everything to continue as it is... Though this decision is not yet final, I wanted you to be aware of that. So I'll update this again when life tortures me yet again, (so soon) until then, later guys.
Heyy guys. It's amber dolly. I wont be blogging for awhile, I'm not sure how long yet... But life is really screwed up right now and i dont have time to blog. My grandma died on Thursday in Florida, she's having three services so I am all booked up on those days. And my other grandma has bladder cancer... It keeps spreading. It's spread from her bladder to her shoulder to her pelvis, spine, and neck. And I am having some family and religious issues at home... I now have to see 4-5 therapists too. Plus, my cousin is in the "hospital" for nearly the same reasons as me... I have been diagnosed with depression. Half of my family is upset and a mess. The other half is upset, pissed off at each other, fighting, and I'm just caught in the middle of it. My grades are dropping with all thats going on... And I can't be worring about the blog in the midst of this... No I won't be hiring authors... So, goodbye for now... I will always update my twitter and go on Club Penguin... And once everything is set, I will hopefully be able to come back... Thanks for understand guys.
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18 comments:
I took a break from CP but yeah anyways I hope u feel better.
~Chucky911
:o AWWWW. No! Don't go! I can never read ur twitter messages because its locked.
I have to. I don't have the time right now and I'm just caught up in things.
I hope everything is ok soon and, I hope you will be able to come back the site!
~Ashley DI
highly doubt that... as of right now my grandma was rushed to the ER and a whole bunch of other stuff is unfolding =/
amber if u want i can post for u,and manda told me about ur grandma a few days ago.i almost cried.I also know what its like to lose someone u love.So i can blog until u get bak if u want=)
no. im not hiring anyone. and i hate saying this but honestly im fed up with all the comments sayingt hey know what it feels like. no ones knows the other side of whats going on, i cant even tell anyone because otherwise bad things would happen... i dont want bad things to happen.
i understand amber,did i ever tell u that u were my inspiration for me and my site?
I always take week breaks and play cod4 modern warfare 2 but anyways I WILL MISS YOU AMBER
~Cookie538~
hope you feel better soon
oh... hmmm.. ok then. Well Hopefully you get over this soon.
you told me all of it... or did you...
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Seriously I hope it gets better. I actually do feel that way sometimes
I feel bad for your kitty, Grandma, and life G.W.S (Get well soon... in some kind of way)
No god doesn't like to see ppl suffer! Your :P
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